i saw your melon head, the two scars on your scalp. i saw your hands, not holding mine. I so wished so. I felt your arms i drowned in your eyes. Yes, drowned swallowed your tears filling up my lungs and I coughed up, not your love but my heart,
was the only one that knew
how hard it is to live with a future so bleak.
She screamed and shrieked at the sky, stomping her feet to the ground, flailing her arms; palms balled into fists about the air. She screamed until her voice was no more. Until her anger was no more. Until her screams turned into sobs. Instead of her body projecting everything outwards,