She told me everything will be okay after this new skin new person me she told me I will know hurt no longer but you fucking liar dont preach the hurt they will end up believing you witch I believed … Continue Reading She told me I’ll always be okay after this
Sunsets what’s in between light and night to witness its cliché of leaving us behind entrusting that we’d be fine … Continue Reading My sun
At fifteen I got my first kiss at seventeen I was touched below my waist at nineteen my virginity wandered … Continue Reading At
I just want you alive again
I closed my mouth and spoke to you in a hundred silent ways – Rumi
We were born twice, you and I First, when a hospital light struck us new and one when our souls … Continue Reading Births
So, how dare you kill me with your worded sword and have me floating amongst the living? So, how dare … Continue Reading Be gone
Lone wolf. Love me and sleep where I sleep You don’t have to be alone no more The sun … Continue Reading Lone wolf
How does it feel to be abandoned? I mean, you can’t really- I mean how does it feel? It’s shit. … Continue Reading Subject 1: Acceptance, truest love
I recently went back to my old notebooks and read a lot of what i’d written and so, I’d like so share one with you. It’s unedited and it dates back to early 2016 but I do remember feeling that … Continue Reading Diary Excerpt: I don’t know
I wonder if they realize that it’s like being in a coffin six feet under, yet feeling every maggot that feeds off you, yet hearing the grieves of others and never fully understanding its magnitude, yet feeling rotten without them.
I’ll put the recorder in front and I promise I am here to hear and not to judge
No matter how big we think we are, we, dispensable, selfish beings are truly an accident of cosmic birth.
How wrong was I to think that they needn’t a home?
I’ve thought about it too often I had to write it down, no matter how disturbing. I seasoned a whole chicken yesterday for the first time. I’m not vegetarian nor vegan. I’m not even pescetarian (Although, I aspire to be) … Continue Reading Recipe; Juicy roasted child