Here I Thrive

Subject 1: Acceptance, truest love

How does it feel to be abandoned? I mean, you can’t really- I mean how does it feel? It’s shit. … Continue Reading Subject 1: Acceptance, truest love

Diary Excerpt: I don’t know

I recently went back to my old notebooks and read a lot of what i’d written and so, I’d like so share one with you. It’s unedited and it dates back to early 2016 but I do remember feeling that … Continue Reading Diary Excerpt: I don’t know

1. The Introduction: Story of loss

I’ll put the recorder in front and I promise I am here to hear and not to judge

4. Pity

Diary excerpt

No matter how big we think we are, we, dispensable, selfish beings are truly an accident of cosmic birth.

Birds

How wrong was I to think that they needn’t a home?

Recipe; Juicy roasted child

I’ve thought about it too often I had to write it down, no matter how disturbing. I seasoned a whole chicken yesterday for the first time. I’m not vegetarian nor vegan. I’m not even pescetarian (Although, I aspire to be) … Continue Reading Recipe; Juicy roasted child

Bundles

I don’t suppose I can feel the same way again in this life time. Perhaps, in another.

3. Loss and Insanity

as I tell you all this-
as I tell you this while my hands tremble,
while I turn 300 shades of red,
while your face is a complete blur from tears I shed
to what I’ve lost decades ago
Do you still wonder if I’ve killed my husband?