How does it feel to be abandoned? I mean, you can’t really- I mean how does it feel? It’s shit. … Continue Reading Subject 1: Acceptance, truest love
I recently went back to my old notebooks and read a lot of what i’d written and so, I’d like so share one with you. It’s unedited and it dates back to early 2016 but I do remember feeling that … Continue Reading Diary Excerpt: I don’t know
I wonder if they realize that it’s like being in a coffin six feet under, yet feeling every maggot that feeds off you, yet hearing the grieves of others and never fully understanding its magnitude, yet feeling rotten without them.
I’ll put the recorder in front and I promise I am here to hear and not to judge
No matter how big we think we are, we, dispensable, selfish beings are truly an accident of cosmic birth.
How wrong was I to think that they needn’t a home?
I’ve thought about it too often I had to write it down, no matter how disturbing. I seasoned a whole chicken yesterday for the first time. I’m not vegetarian nor vegan. I’m not even pescetarian (Although, I aspire to be) … Continue Reading Recipe; Juicy roasted child
I don’t suppose I can feel the same way again in this life time. Perhaps, in another.
as I tell you all this-
as I tell you this while my hands tremble,
while I turn 300 shades of red,
while your face is a complete blur from tears I shed
to what I’ve lost decades ago
Do you still wonder if I’ve killed my husband?
Why is it that even after knowing about his ways I still find him whole?
Cock the pistol
pull the trigger
she won’t die tonight
you can’t kill the sun
you cannot shoot its rays
And that’s how we were are,
I’m sorry, thats how we were
Like I wrote in the previous post I Am The Mountain, I discussed that I had written a love letter … Continue Reading Love Letter To Myself
I am the mountain
not who climbs it.
They say cleanliness brings you closer to God