He held my hand to cross the street. My eyes were too puffy and the sun was too bright for me to speculate where we were heading. We end up at a coffee shop. A latte in front of me … Continue Reading Treasure hunt
“HEY BE QUIET IN THERE” The guard wakes me up as he hits his fucking cane on my door. No one … Continue Reading Wrath
“Maryam has gotten the Austin Martin she always wanted! took her a lot of savings” Huda speaks as my blood … Continue Reading Envy
“I want to be inside of you” I text. “be more specific ;)” I was midway into writing a descriptive … Continue Reading Lust
I’m so lost in thought. So preoccupied. I can’t think straight. I can’t decide on anything. I won’t leave the bed and I forced myself to write. I don’t want to listen to anyone or be anything. Except, be … Continue Reading cloudy thoughts
Dear you; I thought we were one. I thought my soul was connected with all your beings. I thought if I cried you’d hear me. That when I’d come running to you, Thankful, you’d hear me, maybe smile by raising … Continue Reading Angry letters.
”Lets clean you up” Now, thats the gut-wrenching part. Having to look at what she’s done to herself. What he’s done to her from the inside that projected it all on the outside. I help her stand up and walk … Continue Reading pt3
You know that you’ll hurt me enough to make me hurt myself.
So, basically. When I was younger, my parents always told me that I was the grumpy one between me and my twin brother. He was always ever so happy and cute and smiling whereas, I was crying all the time. … Continue Reading How I wanted to kill myself
She looks up into my eyes allowing me to let in her pain. Her bloodshot eyes, the bags under her eyes. The red freckles she gets around her cheekbones from the continuous rubbing to wipe off the tears. Her hair, … Continue Reading Someone Else’s Eyes pt2
I go into the house at about 2:07 am. No ones ever home anyways. Going in, everything is dark except for flickering lights of the wifi router. Hearing my own footsteps, I take my time climbing up the stairs. I hear … Continue Reading Someone Else’s Eyes pt1
If I could, I’d spill my whole soul and sew out of it a blanket so you can sleep comforted that I’m there when you have nightmares. I love you too much to lose you I’m sorry. It was all my … Continue Reading 50 things I should’ve said
Strange how you place me in hell when you’re merely just another person that would stand before God read for filth, Humiliated. Not knowing where God would rather have you in. Funny how you use Social media for your use … Continue Reading belittle (shade)
A lot have expressed depression in forms too true to be written. So I’ll skip that part. I am, in a way, depressed. No urge to elaborate. Would only like to add that its perhaps the 15th time I relapse. Only … Continue Reading Once more
I don’t ever complain about having to distract myself because as soon as I’m alone i can’t do anything but let my soul gut itself out of me and have it screech and tear apart everything i deny Its hard … Continue Reading thoughts
Two honey coloured moons and a beautiful excuse of a woman that is now my muse The way she hides every skin of hers not knowing that her vanillas hues could brighten moods Thinks she has a tummy and is … Continue Reading My vanilla hues (Jwharat Karachi)