I wish it wasn’t so

“ I have fallen for someone i have no business falling for and currently, the measure of adoration i have for him is devastating.

I want to rid him of my life but he is the sun i wait for to rise and perish when it sets and i hate that he has that effect on me and that i have to pretend that its no big deal”.

There’s a certain squeeze to the heart when he smiles like that.

A sort of nauseating reminder of his magnitude in my life

This incredible panic that overcomes me

Swarms and sits on my back

my bare flinching back and his warm hands

They’re ever-sweet hands

Adoring hands

That Send shivers down my spine and sit on my back

It’s too late not to love him

It’s too late to take it back

It hurts incredibly to love him

I wish it wasn’t so

I wish i never loved cats

I wish he didn’t come back

It hurts incredibly to love him

I wish it wasn’t so

I wish it wasn’t so

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