I am at a loss.
Lost but diving in.
It isn’t all that bad and I don’t know where it leads.
I’ve strayed before. Hence, I am unafraid. Just curious.
Perhaps I’m thinking too hard about it. I simply have zero perception of who I am but a fragile water balloon waiting to be popped. Recently, I’ve been poked at and I’m spewing ungodliness, my humanity that is deeply flawed.
I don’t look back anymore. I must look forward even if it’s not cemented or engraved yet. I must mold its shape my self. That puts me at a tough spot