What is the worst thing you have ever done?
I played God.
What is the worst thing you’ve done to someone?
I gave him hell.
For a person that’s fairly young, I’ve had complications in my life from every angle that it should have its own show. I think everything that happened made me age faster but also reminded me to stay young. –I sound like a rapper now–
I’ve been so focused on surpassing a made-up hill and my phantom problems that when I blew air its way and it evaporated I still stood still. Not troubled anymore. Though, very lost. I looked back so many times in one millisecond every day of my life but astonishingly I have never looked at my self. I analyzed every fragment of my life events. Broke it down, assembled it, rearranged it but I didn’t take the time to see what’s left of my soul to keep going.
Am I rejuvenated, new? or am I the remains of who I was? Why am I so still?
So Goddamned still?