Did God laugh when you tripped on the crack in the sidewalk and your pride fell?
Did god embrace you when your one true love
stole the paradox between your legs
Not only violated you but left you in the dirty ally of your subconsciousness
Did God love you then?
Did God wipe out every memory of your mother beating you?
Pounding you with untrue words
Did you think of God when you got into your first car accident
Or were you scared shitless he’d drag you to hell?
Is your breathing a blessing
or his will was to suffocate you with every breath you take?
Are your lungs a reminder that no matter how you live
he’ll still fill it with mutilated self-esteem, despicable men and yourself?
Now, tell me
Do you still believe in God?