“did she do it for attention”
DID I SWALLOW THOSE PILLS FOR YOU TO SEE ME DIE
DID I TRY AND FILL MY LUNGS WITH WATER FOR YOU TO HOLD ME AND SAY ITS OKAY SWEETHEART ITS FINE
DID I RIP MY HAIR OFF AND RAM MY HEAD AGAINST THE BATHROOM WALL AND MUTED MY SCREAMS FOR ATTENTION
DID YOU EVER EVEN KNOW ANY OF THESE
DID I CARVE MY BODY OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND CRY OVER WHAT IVE DONE FOR YOU TO GIVE ME LOVE?
Did you even wonder why I did any of these?
To you I’m pathetic and a pest
to you I’m something you possess
im a mess
Im a mess