I’m a mess I’m a mess

“did she do it for attention”

DID I SWALLOW THOSE PILLS FOR YOU TO SEE ME DIE

DID I TRY AND FILL MY LUNGS WITH WATER FOR YOU TO HOLD ME AND SAY ITS OKAY SWEETHEART ITS FINE

DID I RIP MY HAIR OFF AND RAM MY HEAD AGAINST THE BATHROOM WALL AND MUTED MY SCREAMS FOR ATTENTION

DID YOU EVER EVEN KNOW ANY OF THESE

DID I CARVE MY BODY OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND CRY OVER WHAT IVE DONE FOR YOU TO GIVE ME LOVE?

Did you even wonder why I did any of these?

To you I’m pathetic and a pest

to you I’m something you possess

im a mess

Im a mess